Is it time for In-Patient center?

I know what your saying, i've had alot of struggles since I was like 10, maybe even before. I've had conentration problems, usually I just feel blank, i zone out alot, my communication problems suck, I wake up tired after 8 hour sleep, people usually see me as dumb. My boss just made a joke about me being bad luck on friday and its been on my mind all weekend cause i'm not sure he was all the way kidding (or every joke has just a little bit of truth in it) but like to me, death is like the least stressful thing on my mind during the day. I went to psych hospital for a week and basically it wasn't the "getaway" that you might think. It kinda felt like any average day for me (like I usually feel trapped and without freedom and it didn't really make my problems seem any easier also). Going there doesn't make the world become clearer. Usually when you go they just keep you controlled enough until they get u into outpatient services. Maybe just skip the middle man and try therapy first